I RUN MY OWN PRIVATE RACE

RIGHT FROM SCHOOLDAYS I HAVE NEVER FELT THE NEED TO BE COMPETITIVE. I CANT FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS. CLEARLY MOST OTHERS DONT SEE THINGS MY WAY. COMPETITION IS NO LAUGHING MATTER FOR THEM. FAIR ENOUGH. BUT I FAIL TO UNDERSTAND WHO U R COMPETING WITH. IS THERE A FINITENESS TO A FIGHT ?

WONDERUL INSOLENCE

THE MORNING OFFERS LOADS OF IT WITHOUT A CUP OF TEA.OFTEN HAVE I MUSED AT WHAT ACCOUNTS FOR THE ARCHAIC LAZINESS OF MY BEING.THE OTHER HALF DID ANSWER IT AS AN INCORRIGIBLE DETACHMENT TOWARDS THE ESTABLISHED NORMS OF MY CAREER CHOICES

NOONTIDE REIGNS OVER THE HAPLESS INTERVALS OF CREATIVE JAUNTS.RAJEEVNATH CAME OVER TO DISCUSS A NEW MAL. FILM TO BE SHOT IN A SHOESTRING BUDGET.WANTS ME TO DEVELOP A SCRIPT FROM A VAGUE BUT PROMISING PREMISE.NEEDS TO BROOD OVER IT.IT Z A TRICKY SUBJECT WHICH CALLS 4 A LOT OF IMAGINATION AND WIT FROM THE WRITERS STABLE.TO BE SHOT WITH AID FROM KSFDC HE Z TRYING TO ROPE IN A FINANCIER FROM OUTSIDE.HOPE THINGS GO PLAIN AND PLACID.IT HAS BEEN TENTATIVELY TITLED "NIKUNJAM"

VOYAGES IN AUTUMN

DO WE HAV AN AUTUMN?THE BROWNISH GOLD HUE OF LEAVES IS AN IMPOSED NOSTALGIA I LOVE TO RELISH.WINONA RYDER COMES TO MIND AS DOES THE CUTICURA SCENT OF A SCHOOLTIME HISTORY MISS,THE CYPRESS SHADOWS OF A NARROW BYELANE NEAR CHRISTNAGAR SCHOOL WHERE I MORPHED INTO FRANK HARDY AND SET OUT TO XPLORE UNUSED SHEDS XPECTING A NEFARIOUS PLOT TO UNRAVEL BENEATH MY BRILLIANCE.HARDY BOYS AND FAMOUS FIVE SANS AN IOTA OF DOUBT HAD BEEN PENETRATIONS OF THE CLASSIC KIND IN SOWING THE SEEDS OF DESIRE TO BE AN ACTORIN ME

THIRAKKADHA

I M CURRENTLY WORKING IN RENJITHS NEW FILM "THIRAKKADHA" WITH PRIYAMONY AND PRITHVIRAJ.IT HAS BEEN TILL DATE THE MOST ENRICHING CINEMATIC EXP. OF MY LIFE.NEVER BEFORE HAD I GONE THRU AN ENTIRE GAMUT OF EMOTIONS IN ONE FILM,A SWEEPING STUDY OF THE VAGARIES OF HUMAN MIND,A SOULFUL SEARCH INTO THE EXTEND I CUD STRETCH MYSELF INTO ASSUMING NEW LANGUAGES OF BODY AND SPEECH.RENJITH IS THE BEST THING TO HAVE HAPPENED TO MY LIFE AS AN ACTOR WUD BE AN UNDERSTATEMENT.HE IS MUCH MORE;COUPLING IN AS A BROTHER BRAND,A TRUSTWORTHY CONFIDANTE,A SHOULDER BUDDY AND A DEMANDING DIRECTOR PAR EXCELLENCE.'THIRAKKADHA' ,I REGARD AS MY FIRST FILM AND BRANDISHING A PARDONABLE IMMODESTY DISMISS ALL MY PREVIOUS MISADVENTURES IN CINEMA AS JUVENILE INDISCRETIONS.

NO ONE LIGHTS A LAMP TO HIDE IT BEHIND THE DOOR.THE PURPOSE OF LIGHT IS TO CREATE MORE LIGHT,TO OPEN PEOPLES LIVES,TO REVEAL THE MARVELS AROUND.PAULO COYLY DECLARES RESTING INSIDE THE CONFINES OF HIS PREVIOUS INSTALMENT "THE WITCH OF PORTOBELLO".MY DAY BEGINS IN THE USUAL LANGOUR OF LATE MORNING.THERE WAS A CALL FROM DIR. RAJEEVNATH TO BRIEF ME ABT THE CURRENT STATIONING OF OUR FORTHCOMING FILM IN HINDI.HE MIGHT COME VISITING LATER IN THE DAY .HE Z ONE AMAZING PIECE OF LIFE THAT HAD MADE ME MORE ADHERANT TOWARDS THE INEXPLICABLE IRONIES OF HUMAN TRANSACTIONS.